tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34217185003921194002012-02-16T02:52:32.574-08:00downloading a scrambled mindjinxedgrlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07489824719055241116noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3421718500392119400.post-77337132429705898062009-01-22T02:04:00.000-08:002009-01-22T02:07:58.745-08:00

Saw a really weird dream....have tried to describe as best as possible. Trying to figure out how to remove the mist. Has loomed up suddenly grey,thick and fast. Covering up from all the sides. The vision's getting blurry now. Slowly fading away into the greyness of the memories. It's cold. Shivering. Wave my arms wildly and take some steps forward. Intuition prompts a rope hanging from

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Finally i managed to persuade my warden dat i was indeed very ill and needed to escape from the sicko place.Relieved and ecstatic off i went to meet my cousin in Dehra.Witso off i went to meet ma cousin in dehra.wid some struggle we managed to get leave frm his school but dats another story.nw dehra has always been one of ma favourite places but i harbour a profound dislike for da so called elite

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Winters!!!!! now that it has finally come. it has brought the same dread that is synonymous with it. how it reminds me of home. those frozen days.......and even more frozen nites......da huge bonfires we used to make.......da smell of da roasted potatoes in da fire....children with red cheeks and forever dripping gooey nose.....women with shawls wrapped tightly against themselves battling with

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no look of concernno word of reproachno chains of bondagedesire in eyesambition in heartstrive for da starsoh so highaspired frredomgranted freedomfly fast n farlonely is da journeysomething's gone amisstired and strainedbut der's pride involved healook for someonebut none so nearheart grows coldn nothing is warm heawant to get downdun desire dis freedomwant to rest forever nowon something warmn

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da hungry eyes of da child stare at mespeaks no word yet i can seeda burden of sorrow he is made to carryda tremble in a voice filled wid fearda crying of da doomedall reach ma earsi can feel da pain of tearsda hate for humanitydat a man bearsbut der's noneto see demto hear demto feel demnone to heal dem.....

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on and on the voices continued screamingtill they drownedthe sound of my own breathingbound and gagged in somedark corner of my mindwhat lay behind meand the miles that r yet to be coveredcan i ever come outuntouched out thiscan i ever not be touched by anything at allor will i some day just wilt and be strewn apart just like you !!!!

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